KASIH duduk sendirian di hujung sudut perpustakaan. Tumpuan KASIH tidak terus ke buku. Fikiran KASIH menerawang ke tempat lain. Buntu memikirkan masalah yang menimpa. Apa yang pasti KASIH takkan sekali kali lari dari masalah itu. KASIH takkan mengaku kalah dengan perasaan sendiri.....

Dari jauh CINTA yang duduk bertentangan dengan meja KASIH asyik memerhati gelagat KASIH.. Cinta tahu waktu sebegini KASIH akan menghabiskan masa di perpustakaan..Sudah lama CINTA memerhatikan KASIH tapi CINTA tahu KASIH tidak akan mudah menerima CINTA..CINTA sedar bahawa KASIH seolah sedang menghadapi masalah yang besar..Wajah KASIH seceria selalu, bagai dirundung duka. Tiba-tiba CINTA terlihat kelibat KECEWA..

KECEWA menarik kerusi di sebelah KASIH...CINTA perhatikan perhatikan saje gelagat KECEWA yang menganggu KASIH..Nyata KASIH rimas dan kelihatan kuran selesa dengan kehadiran KECEWA..CINTA dapat lihat kebencian di mata KASIH tapi apakan daya..CINTA hanya mampu melihat dari jauh....CINTA sedar sudah lama KECEWA meminati KASIH..KASIH tetap tidak melayan KECEWA malahan dibiarkan KECEWA berlalu sepi..

Tidak lama selepas itu, kelihatan SEDIH sabahat KASIH menghampiri KASIH...Mereka mengajak KASIH keluar....CINTA bersedia mengekori mereka...Hari ini CINTA pasti akan dan benar-benar yakin apa yang akan dilakukan...CINTA lekas mengejar mereka...

"KASIH....KASIH...KASIH..." tercungap-cungap CINTA mengejar KASIH menjerit nama KASIH..."Boleh CINTA jumpa KASIH kejap..?" KASIH mengangguk..

"Iya ada apa yang boleh KASIH tolong CINTA "..waaaahhhh lembutnya suara KASIH.."Kasih,sudikah KASIH menerima CINTA..?"

"CINTA sedar tak apa yang CINTA katakan tadi..? KASIH minta maaf.Biar KASIH jelaskan...Andainya KASIH menerima CINTA sudah pasti KECEWA akan menganggu KASIH dan CINTA..CINTA mungkin takkan mengerti tapi KASIH minta maaf"Kasih pun ingin berlalu pergi..

"KASIH, berikan CINTA peluang untuk membuktikannya..CINTA tahu KECEWA pasti akan melakukan sesuatu jike kita bersatu tetapi CINTA dah lama perhatikan KASIH dan lama menaruh hati pada KASIH..tolong lah KASIH"

"hmm CINTA,nanti KASIH akan fikirkan tentang ini..KASIH pergi dulu..SEDIH dah lama menunggu KASIH..

CINTA memerhatikan KASIH berlalu pergi..

KASIH tak mungkin akan menerima  CINTA kerana KASIH tidak mahu KECEWA mengapa-apakan CINTA...KASIH juga sedia tahu bahawa SEDIH meminatia CINTA..Tak mungkin KASIH ingin melihat sahabatnya berduka lara..

"CINTA, maafkan KASIH...KASIH tak mungking dapat menjadi yang terbaik untuk CINTA..KECEWA pasti akan membuat kita tidak senang bersama..Lagipun KASIH pasti CINTA tahu SEDIH sentiasa ingin mendampingi CINTA...Tak mungkin kita akan bahagia dan kita akan sentiasa rasa bersalah bila SEDIH melihat kita..Maafkan KASIH ye Cinta ??"

Sepi berlalu di hati CINTA...KASIH seolah-olah menafikan perasaan di dalam jiwanya..Bagi KASIH biarlah KASIH menunggu GEMBIRA yang entah bila akan muncul dalam hidupnya...GEMBIRA ..kenapa kau menjauh??

                                                                                                      

Badminton Is My Life

Here it is..i went training on last thursay...it was my worst training ever...i haven't push myself until that in my life..this is because of the badminton..My father told me one day "human can excel in two thing either sport or studies ...if u can't in sports better study" and i told myself i am quite good in badminton why don't i try...so my father sent me to a academy..i thought badminton is very easy..but now i realise it is the hardest thing i saw in my life..so guys dun judge anything by it cover...I went to a kem which is organized by Misbun Sidek who is Datuk Lee Chong Wei coach last time..

He said "if u think u are great, there is a people greather than u" ...now i realise it is true...and i just can't understand why he leave his job to be lee chong wei coach anymore...it is so miracle..ok back to my story...

the guy who is wearing yellow t-shirt is my coach...his name is Tan..I call him coach...When first time i train wif him he say i have "Bright Future", on that moment i was very happy....after that he train me like i am a human without feeling...on that day, when finished my training...my leg and my hand was very painful until now...first in my life..and i always thinking i only train for 3 hours...but malaysian player train fron 7 am to 11 or 12 pm...it is very different..i dun know how they can control..i train only for 3 hrs i feel like wanna surrender...but i won't cause this is my dream and i will make my dream become true....and my lovely coach give me this keychain...it is so beautiful...

right ?? it is beautiful rite ?? thanks coach!!i will keep this like my love until i die!!!and guys i got 2 things to tell dun judge anything by it's cover ...and if u have any dream do anything so it will become true..because if u do that u will be happiest people in this world..so guys pray for me that my dream will become true which is become a great malaysian badminton player ...so this is for today...i will update soon if i have time..bubuye!!

Saturday Activites...

Saturday at 3 o'clock i went for a badminton traning at a dewan at Andalas...I thought it was quite easy but i was wrong..when arrived there u sit for a while cause i reach early at 2:40...then i seeing the other people playing...i was very boring no thing to do...then at 3 , my coach called me asked me to run 10 round the whole big dewan...i was like u are seriuously crazy coach!..then i ran it was very tired...after that he nvr give us to seat oso..ony drink water ...after drink water he call back..I and another 3 boys must take 100 shutllecocks NON-STOP....oh my god!! then i miss ony 10 man!!! great rite ?????? hahahaha...a guy missed 22,another guy missed 7 and another miss 9...wahhh!!!...after that if we miss 1 we must do 2 times star jump...he nvr let me to drink water or do anything wif the pain leg he asked me to run 3 round again the whole dewan and do 20 star jump cause i miss 10...wallowwei!!!

after that he give us to rest for awhile...dam tired ....sweating like people after took their bath...freaking tired ...but it is good  to get more stamina..i love it! cause i wanna be a a badminton player for Malaysia ...i will do anything for it...

But now i realise badminton is not that easy as thought...we need a lot stamina and energy..i think i don't a lot of stamina for become a good player..so i need to train more and push somemore....so guys plez pray for me...and i need u all support ....

That's all for today ....and i will update again soon...bubye!

9/24/2011

Malam Tadi Tidur tak lena langsung first bgn kul 1 pagi pastu 4 pagi ...adoiii...mungkin awl kot tido kul 11..sbb selalunya tido kul 12..lepas bgn kul 7:30 dan terus mandi...lepas mandi turun tolong mak sediakan sarapan...agak seronok tapi letih..(hehe)...Lepas sarapan tengok tv cerita tajuknye (demi tuhan aku izinkan)..Cerita 2 bosan tapi sedih...lepas tengok cerita abgku ajak main badminton...wah best main ngan dia sbb aku agak terer dari dia..haha..biasalah dah pergi training...(berlagak pulak)...pukul 1 pegi umah mak cik ada rumah terbuka lepas 2 pergi traning badminton kul 3-5...mls lah!!!!!!!tapi best sbb dpt raket baru dan kasut baru...oh yeah!!!(jgn jeles)......ok balik nanti aku update gambar aku traning k?? so bubuye!!!!

==Tired Day And Happy Day==

Yesterday my father ask me to  keep my things for my badminton training day today....Then i keep cause early morning must go my aunt house cause my father going UM....Morning i went my aunt house...i sleep until 9 a.m. ....after that my father call me ask me 2 get ready abt 9:30...i was hah??? though he asked 2 go at 3 pm...cause it is too late..the training starts at 9 a.m....then went there arrived at 10..then went in the dewan..my coach name is Tan..he quite good feler...then he asked me 2 warm up and run 10 round..i was like "are u crazy coach"?? then i ran abt 5 round and stop...he didn't realise i ran 5 round ony..ran 5 round oso very tired!!! then he asked me "u used to ply badminton " i answered "yeap wif ma brother"..he say ok..then he say i will teach u the basics..

After the basics the infront one which is A and C...he asked me so u have went to other training before right? i say "no coach" he say "hah"...then he went and talked to my father...he say he shocked when i ply the first time and and when i told him that i have not went to training before...then he say i form wat? i say stndrd 6..he say "wah bright future...u are a good player and even i teach some players from 2 abt 2 until 3 weeks they still cnnt ply the basics..but i haven't teach u  are so good" i was like wah!!!!!...then he say if after 2 or 3 month if i am ready for the selection for malaysia he will send me..i am very happy and proud of myself...and he say got promotion for a pair of shoe and racket he say rm150..and my father order..next week i will get my things..oh yeah!!!!

==exam==

Today was math 1 exam...the exam was quite easy...but i scared i have done careless mistakes..yesterday bm1 i have a lot mistakes...so scared..teacher not yet mark the paper..but other class teacher mark ready...ahhhh...

Today my exam finish at 9:15.. i arrived home at 9:35 (mayb)...after tht took my bath and eat bread...i and my cousins play carom..it was awesome...until i forget to study for next exam...after that i took my lunch and lie down for a while...

after that took my lunch at my auntie house...abt 1:30 my mom came and went home...now facebooking while blogging...hehe....so bored...if at my auntie house can ply wif my cousin...but study is more important for tomorrow...hahahaha....quiet stupid rite ? if i bored i like to do nonsence thing,if i do nonsence thing dun ask why...hahaha...

studying is boring...

Studying is one activities which is so bored....i done my revisison for 2 hours....but it was exciting cause studying while watching tv....i watch new moon...it release my tension...and one miracle thing happen, i was shocked  because my sis took my father's car to her college at shah alam INTEC...yesterday she was telling but i thought she kidding ony...anyway we will nvr trust her cause if she drive car we like arghhhh...

she took my father's car cause my father went to thailand...he will come back on saturday...he give me 1 advice before he went ..he say "do ur exam with confident, cause i know u can get ur 5A's because when u do ur exercise nothing problem" i was like "okkie"...I alse dun wanna disappoint my father and my mom...cause they like so confident i will gte my 5A's...

So this is for today...mayb i will update after my exam or on the day after my exam..mayb on wednesday...so guys plez pray for me...pray that i will answer the question in peace...